Dear Family,
Sister Allen and I received a media referral about a month ago and tried to contact the couple, but the woman said her husband was very sick and would not let us go see them. We didn't know what to do, so we put it on the backburner for a while. On Friday evening, the media referral from a month earlier came to mind and we decided to drop by them with a Book of Mormon (which they requested) and then an invitation to a Christmas musical going on in the neighboring community. Their names were Karen and Patrick. We walked to the house on Saturday afternoon right as the woman was pulling up. We told her who we were and that we wanted to meet her. She told us she had just come back from the funeral home because her husband had died that morning. I don't remember too much about the encounter besides the Spirit that we felt talking to this woman. I am amazed at how much God loves and knows His children. He inspired us to go to her in the very hour of her need and we left her with a Book of Mormon, which I know will provide her the most comfort and direction she can find. She received it gladly and I am so grateful we were able to act on that inspiration (which didn't seem like anything huge at the time, but it was) and were able to help her feel the Spirit. We said a prayer with her and promised her that families can be together forever. She said, "I know." I don't know what has happened since then, but I know God loves her and cares about her individually.
This week was not a week of seeing the fruits of our labors. But something that gave me a lot of comfort was being reminded of some scriptures about the sons of Mosiah. I kept wondering why we were not seeing success when I know the work is hastening and that I'm going to be a successful missionary. I had begun to doubt myself and my effectiveness as a teacher and a missionary. But I read in Alma that the sons of Mosiah were blessed that they would bring many souls to their salvation, yet there was a time when their hearts were depressed, and they were about to turn back. That is exactly how I felt on Saturday morning. Not about to turn back, but just questioning myself as a missionary. This helped me so much! Just like me, the sons of Mosiah were promised they would bring many souls to the knowledge of their God and they would have success. But they too almost wanted to turn back. But they didn't. They had faith and they kept going. So that's what I'm going to do. It was just comforting to know that my missionary idols almost wanted to turn back, even when they knew they would have success! I realize this is probably only profound to me, but I don't really have much else to tell you all about this week. We did a lot of finding....
I know this church is true and I love it so much.
Love you all,
Sister Thomson
Monday, November 25, 2013
Week 9
Monday, November 18, 2013
Week 8
Dear Family,
I have debated this week whether to share this story because it is probably the kind of thing that is going to freak my mom out. BUT I'm in Canada, not Equador, so when miracles like this happen I have to share them, even if it will scare my mother. :) Don't worry, Mom, I'm safe I promise.
This really was amazing though. I can't even tell you. But I'll try. So Sister Allen and I were out finding on Tuesday on a street we felt like we should go to. We were walking in one direction and felt like we should turn around and go the other way. After about two minutes, we came across a man sitting on a small stone ledge by the curb. Even though he was sitting down, he looked like he had to about six-and-a-half feet tall. (And he was.) There were two full bags of alcohol with him and he looked very perterbed. He was chewing on his coat almost, and we could tell he was not in a good state. BUT we felt the Spirit still and felt no danger in talking to him, so we did. :) We found out his aunt had just tried to commit suicide by swallowing a bottle of pills and had been rushed to the hospital. His other aunt (married to the aunt that swallowed the pills) had kicked this man out of the house and he was contemplating kicking the door of the house down because he was so angry. His phone was missing and he had nowhere to go--his ride had driven off and he lives about a half hour away. He wanted to get to the hospital but had no way to get there. He was so angry. We found out he was on bail and was beside himself with grief and anger. He kept saying, I'm going to jail tonight. I don't know what to do, I'm going to jail! He was saying this because he felt like his anger was out of control. You could really see the anguish in his eyes because we could tell he wanted so badly to be better but he was stuck in this rut and felt he was trapped. His anger was consuming him and he was sure he would not be able to control it or the consequences of it. Sister Allen and I said, No. Matt, you are not going to jail tonight. You are not going to hurt your family and we are going to walk you to a bus stop to get away from here and the tempation. So we did. :) We walked him away and he started to tell us about how he prayed every day but he felt like God hated him. Matt said, "God has to hate me. None of this would have happened if He didn't." We kept telling Matt over and over again, no God doesn't hate you, He sent you us to help you get out of this situation. We got to the bus stop and tried to convince Matt to let us take the alcohol. He had purchased it for a party he was planning to have with the family, but then his aunt did what she did. He kept saying, no, I need it. I need to feel numb. He told us he couldn't not drink it. I told him if he kept it, Satan would get him to drink it and he would end up in jail. We tried to say a prayer with him, but the bus came and Matt wouldn't offer it. The bus came and my heart SANK as it drove away. I have never felt the love of God in the same way I did that night for Matt. I just knew God loved him. Anyways, I told Sister Allen that we just had to pray that God would put someone in his path to stop him. Then it hit me!! Who better than the Elders!!!! He was headed downtown straight into their area. We called the Elders and said, "Elders, we need you to perform a miracle." We told them to look for a young, big scary man in almost all black holding 18 cans of beer. We told them the situation, that we left him with a Book of Mormon, and that his name was Matthew.
When the Elders called us that night, the first thing Elder Alden did was say, "Okay just wait, Sisters. Listen to this." We heard a little noise and the Elders explained that the sound was fizzing. Sister Allen and I freaked out. We were soooooooooooooo excited. I don't think Elder Alden has sisters. Anyways. They found Matt, got him to his aunt, talked to him for two hours, and tried to get the beer off of him. He wouldn't dump it himself, so Elder Alden told us that the Spirit whispered to them to buy the alcohol off of him. !!!!!! So Elder Butler went to an ATM, withdrew $40, and purchased his alcohol. Matt was then able to pay for a hotel, the Elders left him with their number, and told him to call in the morning. They then went home and dumped out all 18 cans. Is this not the greatest story ever?
Also, I have an update on the Native couple Sister Allen and I met a few weeks ago and had the drum circle thing with. We felt that we should go see Arlene this week, so we knocked on her door, but all that happened is that we were able to set up an appointment to see them on Sunday. On Sunday we asked them if they had ever been to church before and Bill told us this half hour story about how he went to church once when he was younger with his dad. He said all of the sudden he had this great joy come over him. He said he felt so happy, but he was crying at the same time. He said the whole room felt lighter, and it was the best thing he had ever felt. Then the feeling went away. He went to church later hoping to feel the same, but he didn't. He spent a long time searching, trying to feel this feeling again, but it wouldn't seem to come back. He went on a 4 day trip to the mountains and after the first few hours all of his food was ruined because of the rain. His ride was still four days away and he was all alone. He decided, well, I'm here, so he just took care of himself for the next few days. He said at the end of the fourth day he was exhausted, but he felt that feeling again, just before his mom came to pick him up. He was so happy to feel it again that it didn't matter. He said he went to the mountains often after that and that same feeling of the best happiness, but also crying would come over him. He said he learned that it's called Conviction and he told us about how he gets that now sometimes when he's with the Elders in his tribe in a smoke house or something. And then he told us how he felt that when we come over, which is why he is happy to talk with us. Sorry that I don't have time to go in depth about it, but I was so happy I was crying a little. I have never felt such joy and such relief in a teaching appointment. I explained to him the Moroni 10:3-5 promise and the gift of the Holy Ghost that we can always have with us. I told him the Book of Mormon was written by his ancestors and I promised him he would know it was true by that same feeling and that he would get that feeling when he read the Book of Mormon and followed Moroni's counsel to pray to know if it was true. We didn't have time to stay much longer, but he went through the pictures and pointed to the picture of Jesus Christ and said, This is Khaans. He came to our people. He talked about a Second Coming and about all of the legends and things his people know about him. I don't have time to write down Khaans teachings, but they are so similar to the Book of Mormon and Christ's dealings with the Nephites. He is living proof that the Book of Mormon is true!! He's going to read it and pray about it. He was very interested and Arlene will be too hopefully. We're going back on Thursday for dinner.
Best week ever. It was hard, but the miracles were worth it. The gospel of Jesus Christ is true. I know God loves His children and is in the details of our lives.
Sister Thomson
Tuesday, November 12, 2013
Week 7
Dear Family,
This week our mission was toured by Elder Paul V. Johnson of the Seventy. Our P-day was moved to today because yesterday we had a mission conference with him as well as our Mission President yesterday.
It was an all-day thing where we listened to instruction for hours. It was incredible and I feel like the Nephites--I can't even tell you one tenth, or one one hundreth of what was spoken there. So I'll tell you things that stood out to me, or at least some of them.
He wrote four names on the board--Jeremiah, Lehi, Ezekiel, and Daniel--and asked us to identify each of them. He told us about each of them--Ezekiel was a refugee in Babylon, Jeremiah lived in Jerusalem where everyone hated him, Lehi left because he was going to be killed and then half his family left his church when they finally got to the promised land, and Daniel got to live in a palace and be 2nd in command in Babylon with two different leaders and had a minor incident with some lions. He had us imagine them opening their mission calls and then asked us to imagine what Ezekiel would feel like if Daniel started gloating about how awesome his mission call was. He asked us which missionary was the best missionary, or which missionary lived their purpose the best. He said they all did! It was so powerful.
My companion showed me the pure love of Christ this week. She is seriously the best at ministering to me and to everyone at all times. I am working so hard to become like her in that way. I thought I knew how to love until I met her. I seriously love her so much. Her cousins who live in Cologna (I'm going to pretend I know how to spell that city) came to visit this weekend. Her cousin Cheree was baptized when she was eight but has little recollection of the church beyond that. Her husband, Mike is a vet who graduated high school when he was 15 and is a genius and also an awesome guy, but they both know little about the Church so Sister Allen was so excited to see them and share that with them. They have two little girls who are the cutest girls I have ever seen. Ever. Until I have nieces and daughters.... Anyways. We went to a baptism of a woman from Bolivia who walked into the church building one day and asked the Elders to be baptized. Talk about a miracle. Sister Allen and I went with Cheree and it was such a powerful experience. She also received the gift of the Holy Ghost and the room changed. The woman asked to bear her testimony and talked about how she truly felt different when they conferred her with the gift. She said the baptism was great, but the gift of the Holy Ghost was the most powerful feeling she had ever experienced. Our Ward Mission Leader got up when the meeting should have ended and said he felt impressed to ask one or two people to share their testimonies. First, a woman who served her mission in Guatemala got up and bore her testimony in Spanish for the woman. It was so beautiful. I've heard RM's bear testimony in Spanish, but this was something else. She said things I'd never really thought of before and she glowed with the love of Christ in her eyes. (Yay for still understanding Spanish!! Good thing I can't speak it to save someone's life....) Then my companion got up. She said, Hi, you don't know me, but I'm a missionary... And then she bore a testimony so full of love that the whole room lit up. She talked about the joy she felt and how sometimes we get so busy in the church that we forget about why we are here or moments like that, where we have a better look at why we are really here. She continued, and Cheree started to cry. It was a miracle. I love this church. Every day people tell me simply uneducated things with an educated air. They try to sound smart or tell me that the Bible will prove me wrong. I hear things every day that I could pull out a scripture to contradict, and explain to them how they don't understand it. But I'm notttt here to revile with revilers. I'm here to bring others unto Christ. I love what I am learning. Sometimes we go to Christ with anger or frustration because we don't understand His will or His purposes. But He always lovingly just teaches to our understanding and waits for us to catch up. I'm learning a little bit more about Him by trying to emulate Him when people get angry or don't understand. As missionaries we are to go back to the doctrine of Christ, which is faith, repentance, baptism, receiving the gift of the Holy Ghost, and enduring to the end. I don't want to argue with people. I hope I can show them that I'm not here to be right. I'm here to share the joy I feel with them through His doctrine. I don't know where that tangent came from. But anyways, I love my companion. She just glowed. All I could think when I watched her was, this is the pure love of Christ. She really has this for this woman she has never met. And I hope to reach that point. Where I can look at a stranger with so much love that His light radiates off of my face.
Other insight from this week is 3 Nephi 11:3-8ish. Or something. It took them THREE times to recognize the voice of God, even though their hearts burned within them on the first time and it pierced them to their very soul. They just didn't understand that. As a missionary, I can see the Spirit in people's faces when we teach of the Restoration or the Doctrine of Christ, and I know they feel it. They just don't understand it yet.
Also Elder Johnson said that we're not getting it yet. Missionaries are no longer supposed to do their work and the members to do theirs. Now is the time for us to work together! So. That is all. I still don't get it, but I'm trying to.
I love you all and pray for you every day!!
Sister Thomson
PS. Elder Johnson told us that we in the Canada Vancouver mission have the Daniel mission call and to not gloat to our friends about how awesome our mission is. So, if I have been gloating about this mission, I am soo sorry! But I truly have the cream of the crop and I'm trying to live up to the priviledge of being here.
PPS. Transfer calls came yesterday. Guess who's opening Hidaguay with Sister Allen?!!! Just kidding. We're staying here in Chilliwack. Which is the best. I'm seriously so happy.
PPPS. Sisters will probably never go to Hidaguay from what I've heard, so, Mom, don't worrry. I won't be trekking it with the polar bears and drug dealers and six foot drifts.
Sunday, November 10, 2013
Week 6
Week 5
Week 4
Week 3
Week 3 You know you're not getting your message across when you're invited to go clubbing.